Thoughts.

I am really ecstatic about adding an addition to our family, but at the same time it seems to good to be true. I'm afraid I will wake up from this dream and everything will go away. Having a family was the only thing that I've always known that I wanted to do. Ever since I was like 5 there were many things that I wanted to be when I grew up, and it changed from a teacher, to a phsychologist, to a respiratory therapists, and still to this day I question if I am really doing what I want to do....but the one thing that never changed...I always wanted to be a mother and have a family. And it looks like it is finally happening. Andrew feels the exact same way. I'm couldn't be more happy with my life than I am at this time. I have a roof over my head, a dependable job, a man that loves me, and know in 9 or so months I am going to have a real family.

I've been thinking about that alot, but other than that, I have been so nausiated. From the time I wake up off and on all day until I go to bed. I have had no other symptoms other than this morning sickness, which strikes morning noon and night!!!!! Hopefully it doesn't get much worse, but I don't mind it sticking around just so I know that my little one is growing strong in there!!! :)

Andrew and I do not know when we should tell everybody. Angel, my sister already knows, just because I couldn't go through all this without telling HER, and I'm pretty sure my mom is wondering but other than that nobody knows. I would like to wait until the first trimester is over, but that wont be till the end of March!!!!! So maybe after we see the heartbeat on the ultrasound we will start telling everybody. I think I will make magnets that say "Save the Date for Baby Frantz' birth in October" and then have the ultrasound picture on it...and give them to family members. I don't think I am going to tell anybody at work for a while yet, they don't have to know lol...and really there's only 1 or 2 people there that I would really be excited to tell.